Sunday, November 29, 2009

blazing pinks

Sorry I haven't posted in a while. I've been silently freaking out about my french oral exams, which are on thursday. It's so weird how I'm freaking about those 10 insignificant minutes more than anything else before. 
Well actually I lie. I've had worst panic attacks before. I get very nervous about so many things.
Like with any performance I do, I totally freak about before hand.
That that is a good nervous, because then it turns into the euphoria of being on stage. Of acting. Now that is the best feeling the the whole world.

Talking of drama, I have to thank the seven most amazing girls in the world. Sorry this is a bit late, but the girls who all played the ghosts in a mother's voice, were amazing. Their acting was superb and flawless.
But also they all wore my designs for the school play, and thank you girls for putting up with me, 8m long scarves are very hard to wear, and I'm sorry. 

Te he he, I felt on top of the world when I was mentioned at the end, I went as red as a tomato. Everyone clapping, I thought I would cry.

Apparently I've now been labeled as 'that girl who did those costumes' at school. I had a girl come up to me on the bus, whilst her friends lay on my feet. Don't ask, I think she was tired.

And then it hit me, that's what I'm going to do for the rest of my life. Put my heart and soul into something I love and strive for that applause. Even if I only get that once more in my life. Wether it's after a fashion show, amongst the models. Or on the red carpet, my name in bright, white lights. Or after a final performance on the stage. My heart beating so fast it's almost in failure. 

I think I'm going in a little to deep for a sunday morning

Mais, j'ai beaucoup de reves de jeune fille, mais j'ai l'intention d'y arrive. 

xox Eve-Rei


  1. you write so beautifully here, esp in the end where you talk about why you want to design for the rest of your life. beautiful.

    lol, i will stop with these comments now :)

  2. Oh good luck with your french orals!


  3. Secretly I have no bloody idea what I want to do with my life, which is bad cause I have to talk about that a lot in my orals. Ahhh I will die from too much French on my brain

  4. omgg! i thought you wanted to be a fashion designer?!

  5. I have nooo idea, I just want to be famous basically. Lol yes I can see my self doing that.